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there are words in my head all the time. i have things to say -- a lot of them -- and sometimes they can only go into the terminal.

hey, when you're lonely, just shout into the void. who knows, it might even answer someday.

miniblog...

// 2026-07-18

in an effort to respond to what seems to be a general crackdown on online comic viewing websites, i will now be downloading everything i read and keeping it on a usb

// 2026-06-09

pretty sure i have serious issues but i don't want to solve any of them

// 2026-05-27

i think we have too little time on this world to spend this much on things we really don't want to do

// 2026-05-22

writing about guardians of the galaxy for an assignment. it feels so good to talk about something i like for once... revisiting both the movies and the games feels so good. gotg is so good. i'm watching an analysis video and even now i want to cry. it's so beautiful. so incredible...

// 2026-04-22

not me realizing i completely forgot the existence of the blog entry page footer after a mere 2 entries. oof i trip up so

// 2026-04-13

i think digging up random stuff from the 2000s and the 2010s has become my new hobby... old web diving...

// 2026-03-30

why are people still using spotify when it's virtually unusable... unless you pay money ofc. but then again. why tf are people paying for subscriptions.

// 2026-03-17

i have officially learned how to do several things in javascript without understanding javascript i think i deserve a little treat

// 2026-02-16

was biking home the other day and stopped for ten minutes to watch a bunch of dudes play with their RC monster trucks. humanity at its peak

// 2026-02-13

you ever just start randomly panicking for no concievable reason

// 2026-02-02

i have recently discovered that chest pain is a normal response that comes with emotions

// 2026-01-24

nothing like sitting outside in the bitter cold with my fingers numbing to focus myself on my work and not how much i don't want to do said work. works every time

// 2026-01-20

the first solution is to say 'i love you' more often and with less reserve. the second solution is blood. more blood.

// 2026-01-19

revelation of the day: i fucking hate the media

// 2026-01-14

i think hating and beef is a waste of time but man some of my irl friends have opinions and takes that fucking suck and i want to leave them for it because it's a question of values

// 2026-01-07

can't find a 'tested on firefox' button that looks good so ig i have to make my own *launches resprite

// 2026-01-05

forgot to bring my umbrella and walked home in the winter rain out of pure spite

// 2025-12-31

last day! it just feels like another day to me though. also, i learned about what a morton's fork is :DD

// 2025-12-30

just found out about winamp. specifically webamp. the skin museum makes me so happy wtffff i need this on my site RIGHT NOW... ohhhh....

// 2025-12-25

i will break out of the chain even if it will hurt and not being chained hurts me more. that is not the point. if the chains are good for me i will make my own. no one gets to bind me, ever

// 2025-12-23

the real christmas song that should be listened to this year is actually precipice by aaron cherof

// 2025-12-20

giving minor / unpopular characters love is one of my lifelong fandom missions btw

// 2025-12-19

difference between my 404 page and my placeholder page is that when a link goes to placeholder, it means the page is actually being made. 404 usually means i haven't started making the page yet.

// 2025-12-16

just realized i forgot to change the read more link when i posted the last entry. no matter cause i'm posting a new one! way to cover my mistakes

// 2025-12-15

read a bunch of people's words and i have so many thoughts. i want to do things. i want to be able to see things. you know. there's so much i'm missing. i want all

// 2025-12-14

lucky star is genuinely so cute but i haven't gotten around to watching it yet

// 2025-12-13

nothing like feeling the great invisible wall in the way of completing task for the entire day and discovering you're productive as hell when it's midnight and you're running on frayed nerves and a sense of impending doom

// 2025-12-12

i don't understand how people don't get that when i have my headphones on it means it's No Talking Time. i have very obvious headphones over my ears which means i can't hear shit. why do they still keep trying to talk to me

// 2025-12-11

i think i need adobe illustrator

// 2025-11-20

feeling ridiculous amounts of ecstasy (or just normal, albeit hyperconcentrated, happiness) as i learn more about no man's sky. i will be in love with this game i think, even though i just started it

// 2025-11-16

finishing things has always been hard... i already have nearly 20 drafts o_o;; it's harder to form my thoughts into coherent passages. but they'll be up eventually yeah

// 2025-11-11

exams are over (for now). finding the slivers of time where i feel better enough to talk coherently to finish some posts i've started. it's bad to operate on emptiness alone

// 2025-10-30

finding names of books familiar and...finding that i've read so many of them, how impossible...life has taken something away from me. i can't remember a thing

// 2025-10-29

stuck between anticipating future events (i.e. a concert) and worrying about deadlines. what is this year i've never been so busy in my entire life

// 2025-10-27

HAHA my paper has been accepted!!! i still have doubts on whether or not i really delivered correct information o_o;; but it's been peer reviewed so ig it's fine?

>> latest entries

:: blog

how youtube age verification ruined my life (read: portion of day)

This is the stupidest thing that's happened to me all week.

>> READ MORE

:: creative log

blenderLog #1 : starting isn't hard, actually

Guess what I've been up to! Well, all sorts of things all at once as usual, but between more art, more writing, a secret(?)ish project, and trying to finish this subpage that's been in development hell for four months, I've started to learn 3D modelling.

>> READ MORE

>> pinned

some entries i will come back to and update from time to time.

a collection of claims i have yet to prove

>> experimental blog

sometimes essays, sometimes journaling, sometimes just me yapping into empty space. i don't actually know how to blog, nor have i ever done something like this before, hence 'experimental' in the name. in essence, mostly stuff i want to talk about at length.

>> media log

stray thoughts about media i come across that can scarcely be called reviews. might be games, books, shows, movies, music, anything as long as i have something to say.

to be updated

>> the making things archive

sometimes i feel the need to document my creative process, or just talk about something i've made. miscommunication's a thing that i happen to excel at, and i doubt all the little things i sneak into my work can be noticed...haha.

blenderLog #1 : starting isn't hard, actually

>> thought playground

some prose that isn't fiction but can't really be counted as a blog entry. at this point, classification is futile. the only thing i can say about these is that sometimes Stuff accumulates in my head and manages to become something coherent and more or less complete.

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