there are words in my head all the time. i have things to say -- a lot of them -- and sometimes they
can only go into the terminal.
hey, when you're lonely, just shout into the void. who knows, it might even answer
someday.
// 2026-02-13
you ever just start randomly panicking for no concievable reason
// 2026-02-02
i have recently discovered that chest pain is a normal response that comes with emotions
// 2026-01-24
nothing like sitting outside in the bitter cold with my fingers numbing to focus myself on
my work and not how much i don't want to do said work. works every time
// 2026-01-20
the first solution is to say 'i love you' more often and with less reserve. the second
solution is blood. more blood.
// 2026-01-19
revelation of the day: i fucking hate the media
// 2026-01-14
i think hating and beef is a waste of time but man some of my irl friends have opinions and
takes that fucking suck and i want to leave them for it because it's a question of values
// 2026-01-07
can't find a 'tested on firefox' button that looks good so ig i have to make my own
*launches resprite
// 2026-01-05
forgot to bring my umbrella and walked home in the winter rain out of pure spite
// 2025-12-31
last day! it just feels like another day to me though. also, i learned about what a morton's
fork is :DD
// 2025-12-30
just found out about winamp. specifically webamp. the skin museum makes me so happy wtffff i
need this on my site RIGHT NOW... ohhhh....
// 2025-12-25
i will break out of the chain even if it will hurt and not being chained hurts me more. that
is not the point. if the chains are good for me i will make my own. no one gets to bind me,
ever
// 2025-12-23
the real christmas song that should be listened to this year is actually precipice by aaron
cherof
// 2025-12-20
giving minor / unpopular characters love is one of my lifelong fandom missions btw
// 2025-12-19
difference between my 404 page and my placeholder page is that when a link goes to
placeholder, it means the page is actually being made. 404 usually means i haven't started
making the page yet.
// 2025-12-16
just realized i forgot to change the read more link when i posted the last entry. no matter
cause i'm posting a new one! way to cover my mistakes
// 2025-12-15
read a bunch of people's words and i have so many thoughts. i want to do things. i want to
be able to see things. you know. there's so much i'm missing. i want all
// 2025-12-14
lucky star is genuinely so cute but i haven't gotten around to watching it yet
// 2025-12-13
nothing like feeling the great invisible wall in the way of completing task for the entire
day and discovering you're productive as hell when it's midnight and you're running on
frayed nerves and a sense of impending doom
// 2025-12-12
i don't understand how people don't get that when i have my headphones on it means it's No
Talking Time. i have very obvious headphones over my ears which means i can't hear shit. why
do they still keep trying to talk to me
// 2025-12-11
i think i need adobe illustrator
// 2025-11-20
feeling ridiculous amounts of ecstasy (or just normal, albeit hyperconcentrated, happiness)
as i learn more about no man's sky. i will be in love with this game i think, even though i
just started it
// 2025-11-16
finishing things has always been hard... i already have nearly 20 drafts o_o;; it's harder
to form my thoughts into coherent passages. but they'll be up eventually yeah
// 2025-11-11
exams are over (for now). finding the slivers of time where i feel better enough to talk
coherently to finish some posts i've started. it's bad to operate on emptiness alone
// 2025-10-30
finding names of books familiar and...finding that i've read so many of them, how
impossible...life has taken something away from me. i can't remember a thing
// 2025-10-29
stuck between anticipating future events (i.e. a concert) and worrying about deadlines. what
is this year i've never been so busy in my entire life
// 2025-10-27
HAHA my paper has been accepted!!! i still have doubts on whether or not i really delivered
correct information o_o;; but it's been peer reviewed so ig it's fine?
